.tied up.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

our conversation

i was happy.
but now i don't know if i am.
maybe i thought i was.
maybe i made myself believe i was.
but i'm not.
i don't know why.
i don't know how to feel.
i don't know if i should say yes.
but i've already said no.
then why do i feel this way?
ah i'm so lost.
i know i can't say yes.
or can i?
i gotta get over this.
as much as my heart wants to say yes.
i must be strong and tell myself i can't agree.
ahh this sucks.
i hope this year passes by real fast.

[ Jude whispered ][ 4:15 PM ]

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